If you were never inpatient, you are sick enough.
If you never had an ng tube, you are sick enough.
If you gained weight faster than others, you are sick enough.
If your bmi was never underweight, you are sick enough.
If you are suffering from an eating disorder, you are sick enough.
all i want is 140 pounds. thats all i want.
thats not asking too much.
i need help.
WHY DO NUMBERS RULE MY LIFE?!
why do i let them have complete control over how i feel.
Why do i starve myself into having heart palpitations?
Why do i let my tits shrink and gain stretch marks because they’ve lost too much weight?
Why do i let myself do this?
WHY AM I NOT FUCKING STRONG ENOUGH TO GET OVER THIS FUCKING SHIT
WHY CAN’T I EAT AND BE ABLE TO NOT WANT TO KILL MYSELF AFTER
WHY CAN’T I LOOK DOWN AND BE HAPPY.
WHY DO I BODY CHECK EVERY SECOND OF THE FUCKING DAY.
WHY DO I LET MYSELF BE RUINED.
the amount of stretch marks i have is all due to my yo-yo weights.
I hate myself.
I need help and therapists NEVER FUCKING CALL ME BACK.
CALL ME BACK I NEED FUCKING HELP AND IM SCARED.